I get so excited I could burst. I get so afraid I could cry. I get so angry I could… It’s not necessary to be all or nothing. Balance is the key. Each day comes with a bit of each type of emotion. You might say these are mood swings, but they’re not, really. I try to look at it as experiencing the spectrum of my emotions.
When it’s anger that I encounter, I try to determine why I feel that way. What brings on the feeling? Is this something that I can control? Ultimately, no. Although, yes, I should be able to. I choose to feel the way I feel. When it’s anger, I always regret feeling that way. I can’t come to terms with the anger. I don’t want to feel the anger. I automatically want to recant anything that has resulted from that anger. And when I say that, I mean in that same second.
The feeling of happiness, I want to last. I know it won’t. That’s unrealistic. And that’s ok. All my feelings are part of me. And I have so much to be thankful for.
Each day brings it’s own joys and challenges. Life is a joy.